Yesterday was the 100th day of my grandmother's passing. My mother and I arrived my Village in China before 5pm. There were 2 ceremonies needed to be held at 5pm and 11pm respectively. The processes were similarly to the 30th day.
The total amount of 1st day, 30th day and 100th day is around 70,000 renminbi. 60,000 of the totals is deducted from my grandmother's account. The rest is paid by my mother. Of course I need to pay the amount to my mother. Because I am the biggest grandson.
I feel no mood, unhappy and my passion is withering till now. Not only the passing of my grandmother, but also my grandfather and my father as well.
I don't know how to tackle with future.
I just come back from China, I feel very tired, I need to have a rest now.
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