This is my 100th diary since year 2012. I think I should write a memorial diary. But I don't know why, when I was at leisure, you always floated on my mind.
Actually I forgot your Chinese name. I met you when I was studied primary. Both your parents knew me. I only knew called you Cathy when I was in my early twenties.
From the year 1999 to 2002, we always went here and went there, but I still couldn't hold your hand, even if one hair I still couldn't be touched.
The day I saw you at the IFC, I didn't know why I didn't have courage to stand in front of you. I bowed my head, but my eye-sight was turned into your breast. Both you and me were ashamed of my action. But I still didn't stand in front of you. At least I didn't say long time no see, how are you? How are you recently?
The most regret point was I didn't ask for your phone number. How could I find you again? Are you still living in Bel-Air? But what could I do? I became a security staff and worked at your estate for 1 year. I still couldn't see the sight of your back. What could I do?
13 years is over, I still remember you. But I know I need to change my mind. I need to find a new girl for dating. I need to marriage although I don't know whether I can find the miss right.